Blues Reverie

I heard you in the car today.

The song twisted and sang blue grey.

The guitar strummed through my heart

And time stood still as I felt you, though we be far apart.

A passing soul pauses the thought

To inquire if I am deep in worry.

I turned and directed to fear naught

Though my view grew blurry.

Mind’s eye painted memories whole

Of us staring deep into one another – one soul

Entranced in a jive-inspired dance

It will possibly be the best of my time, perchance.

Thank you for risk-taking with me

I had no idea I hadn’t cleared the thicket of thorn

That had wrapped around this heart’s debris.

Have I added scars, I mourn

Into the night the car speeds forward

On and on we must continue toward

A better way of being, communicating

Instead of spreading negative feeling, making fleeing

Needed in this already grey-scale world.

Opening up about this newfound project

To others I saw wisdom hurled

And to none could I object.

May it be the beginning of a castle

Of silver linings, across the sky, ample

With which to paint a glorious new dawn sky

Maybe even finally reach stage of butterfly.

Waves of contemplation overcome what would be actions

Please help me to shirk Atlas’ burden divine

Let me mend harm wrought from my reactions

As  we constantly strive to positively redefine.

How You

As I listen to your beauteous song,

My soul just has to go and dance along

And I smile at you, my Love

And wonder how you came to join me from far above

You love me when I’m mad,

You paint smiles on my mouth when sad.

I cannot fathom how this happened

But grateful I am – it’s better than I ever imagined!

Cat’s got my tongue as I stumble around

Making unintelligible sound

As you pour your love into me

You open my eyes to truly see

How to be positive when facing struggle

How to prepare for the future rubble,

How I’m gorgeous even though I’ve got problems

How to transform out of this Autumn

And into the beautiful breezy butterfly

That within this scarred cocoon lies

Awaiting with bated breath its unfurling

That’s only possible with this healing

You have provided me this divine space

You help me climb to a higher place

You throw blessings around everywhere

You constantly show all you care!

In case you don’t know why I feel

So passionately for you – it’s cuz you heal

As you gracefully through life flow

And make the world around you grow.

We CAN fill each others' cup!

Every rose has its thorns.

I’d like to simply be an angel

But many a time I wear horns.

When stress blinds, I’ve got to be less painful.

The preciseness of my words are lacking

As I struggle for cohesiveness

I fear my goodness is a –slacking

When I find myself in lower consciousness.

Life can be such a crazy ride,

The coaster rolls up ‘n’down ‘ n’ round

I hope my imperfections slide,

As I climb up to a higher sound.

I know naught how my energy

Ebbs and flows, or even why

But if I can conquer the dark & lethargy

I know I can soar high!

Apologies are in order to loved ones

For the effects of my stresses.

I promise to fend “IT” off as it comes

So that my tongue merely blesses.

It is ever increasingly important

To always put forth Good

As we raise eachg other above the Discordant

To bring Love and Peace to the hood.

We all must rise, Up, UP!

Break our mental, emotional, physical chains!

We can fill each others’ cup

As we move from dependence on governance to brains.

Poem for The Poet

Oh, great Gods and Goddesses of Love and Light

How I admire your pure might

And how you twist and weave the web of life

As you deliver your Daughter from strife.

What did I do to deserve to be so blessed?

I thought I was being bad, so stressed.

Now, everything I am has validation.

As I adventure with somebody full of deadication.

For how many years did I gaze up wishing

To meet the partner for my witching?

Just as I began to think my search was all for naught

Ye provided the man that walked in, and my heart was caught.

Each and every morn that I arise,

I revel in staring in his eyes

Constant disbelief of my answered pleas

Finally are giving way to just simple ease.

Ye have enriched my life and opened the doors

For me to sweat the hurts out of my pores

Im reeling in bliss and and have started healing

Ha! I almost can’t handle all the joy I’m feeling

So, now I’ve given ye all appreciation

I now ask for a continuance of this situation

Where my partner and I treat each other as devine

And dance out our life in the silver moonshine.

Please help me to always treat him right

Even when I deem him wrong, according to my sight

Help me to always worship him as a temple

And for us to lead others by our example

Allow us together to pave a new way

As we stand strong with others to brighten this day

And define america’s new joyful peaceful zeitgeist

So that no longer the people have to go through terrible sacrifice.

May we always charge each other up like a battery

And always brighten others’ days with flattery.

May our voices commingle, pure and strong

As together we create this, our Life Song.

SoOr

9/25/16

Oh, how nice to see you it is,
This past year's gone by like a whiz.
And finally all our talk's come to fruition,
Maybe now I can accomplish my mission.

Lovingly have we embraced before,
And then off I went upon my tour,
State by state I hitched Further away
When oft you told you'd hoped I'd stay.

At this my heartstrings did feel pull,
As my mind did mull
How could this wish
Be made accomplish?

I needed resources and skills,
So as to align our wills
Perfectly so as to match -
Red lines join our hips as a sash.

Never have our lives been so close -
But I fear someone dear finds us gross -
Yet my heart skips in looking at
Your Self which is quite all that.

As you climb into our white
Horseless carriage, all shiny and bright
I yearn to be far away with you,
Laying out underneath a sky so blue.

Ripples into Waves of CHANGE!

The flows and changes
Look as ripples to me now.
I have observed my life pass through flames
Of purification as sprouts of seeds I sow
Begin to sprout, up and out.

I really only need worry of my own fidelity
And leave all over which I've out of folly raged.
Sunlit golden leaves provide serenity,
As the soul's fire blazed,
Purging the old, flying out of the mould.

My focus gazes upon the smaller steps
So that later I may fly.
I realize now to see the sidesteps
To achieve dreams in stead of fail this time I try.
Soul will reach higher, out of the fire!

The foundation is quickly being laid
So all my pieces may fall into place.
I evict negativity while soul strings are played,
As my inner strength I come to face.
I lay in trust, and try leading in what's Just.

Everyday I continue to strive
To walk the Higher Walk
In life and keep the Hope alive
That gone will be simple Talk
Of achieving Bliss, dispelling Ignorance.

We must face these difficult times,
Not as simple wisemen on the hills,
But among masses, breaking paradigms
With our Living Truth so out it loudly spills!
Do you hear Mother's tourtured cries; over all the lies?

Tears have already been shed times over
About her being destroyed by greedy evil Legions.
How can we shine brighter?
I think we can now see through desperate illusions
Of silly separation, for true action.

In this, I open new doors in Quest
Of making it come to fruition
My dream of simply not being a guest
In watching Her destruction.
Vote with dollars if we must! Support farms of the just!

Small ripples coincide into waves,
As together we manifest our Reality.
The conscious mind for me saves;
Provides me ways to subtly change society.
Every good deed shown transfers what you've known.

Much better than this mindless fighting
They've got us controlled with.
I feel my inner fire lighting
As with Light we can smith
A new Life, above strife.

This dream set forth,
May it settle, take seed
Become some true north
For evolution's new breed
Towards a better love, for all Creation, below and above.

F.A.M.I.L.Y. (incomplete)

2/19/16

Far above the valley I walk,
My ears sense the mystical flutes
My brain conjures scenes of deities amongst rocks,
And to the whole world my Radiance shoots.

Amongst the Sauragos my feet stride
My eyes glimpse the deep shadows fade,
I use the Dawn as my guide
To lead my soul out of the Shade.

Making sure to properly glorify the day,
I took note of how the colors were painted
And warbled with the birds my praise,
Then shared this Beauteous news with those I'd been acquainted.

In complete Fool's confidence, I forgot
How I'd accidentally made those I loved upset
And what effect some of my words had wrought.
So, of course I had to fret.